I’ve never attempted a blog but I love reading them. I would have no clue how to create one, and I’ve written this in Microsoft Word and asked Nick to post it in his blog.
I got a wild hair and felt like sharing for those of you interested.
What a ride this has been. I never pictured THIS part of my life really, I guess because it’s hard to picture yourself pregnant. Every week that my belly gets bigger it all becomes more “real”. Even though I feel little Addilyn move often, it still has not completely sunk in that she will be here sooner than later.With that being said, I’m very ready for her to be here, mentally. But physically, well, we haven’t purchased the crib yet. Might need to get on that!
I saw a small glimpse of life with 3 kids the other day and had to smile. I drove to my sister’s house, this is a weekly ritual, but who doesn’t see their best friend weekly! I was sitting at the bar chatting while she “picked up around the house”. This I’m sure was a very normal day in Susan’s life, but what I saw gave me a warm fuzzy feeling inside! Caleb and Raymond are gone to Caleb’s basketball practice. Leah is sitting at the table drawing while every 2 seconds blurting, “Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom”. Clara is STANDING in her high chair eating, or finished eating; rather, laughing as she drops her food on the floor to the dog, who is begging beneath her little toes (the rest of the food is smeared across her face and in her hair of course). The house phone rings 4-5 times, “CLARA SIT DOWN, STOP FEEDING THE DOG, LEAH HOLD ON IM TRYING TO FIND THE PHONE, and WHERE IS THE PHONE!!!”. Susan is picking jackets up off the table, moving toys in the floor frantically trying to find the phone, and amusingly finds it on the floor under the kitchen table. I giggle. Haha wow! For a minute I felt like I was reading a chapter from a book. I enjoyed watching this and had to laugh to myself. Thanks for the entertainment Sue!
I’m so thankful that the Lord blessed us at the time that He did. We were ready for a baby we just didn’t know it (or maybe He made us ready!). It’s already apparent that Nick is going to be an amazing Dad. This whole experience has made me fall more in love with him, which I didn’t know was possible J but it has. If no one ever read his blog I would still feel like they were personal love letters to me each week! It’s something I’ve enjoyed and I’m glad that he has kept me up to date on what’s going on in there!
I realized that my prayers for Addilyn always turned into requests to God that she would be blessed with Nick’s qualities and characteristics. These things are what made me fall in love with him, and reasons why I look up to him, and I want her to have these. I became aware of all the things I valued about him. This may have been why my love grew stronger for him over the last few months. He has been very supportive and understanding through everything! Even taking interest in the colors for her nursery! Poor guy has heard, “Be right back, bathroom” VERY OFTEN! Although, both of us have been very blessed to experience a smooth pregnancy! Prayers to all my preggo friends out there driving down the road with a brown bag in hand!
Nick and I have had fun so far! The holidays will only make it that much greater! Thank you everyone for all the prayers. God is good and I couldn’t be happier. Nick, I love you with all my heart and HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY! I wish I could wrap Addie up and give her to you tomorrow but baby gotta grow some more! Have a great week everyone and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!